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A LITTLE BIRDY NEVER TOLD ME

I never knew it would hurt so much, I never thought I’d miss you this much, I wish there was a manual on how to love, live and handle such a humongous amount of distance.

its not easy bearing this distance when I need you here, more than ever, I’m going through phases, I need hugs, I need someone to hold me and tell me its all gonna be alright, I need your confidence to lift me high and give me strength, why is it so hard for me to hold on to my faith. I keep feeling like a failure, like I’m of no use,

I just could sit here all day and cry!!

The journey of a truck drivers girlfriend…

You know you have something special when you can’t go a moment without thinking about someone, and its even more extraordinary when the feeling is mutual.

So my loving boyfriend and I have grown so close, he’s literally my every alarm clock ( everyday 5h30am) he wakes me ups and checks up on me every now and then, well lets just say we talk when I’m on my way to work, when I get to work and right before I start working, oh and yes there are a lot of calls going on between tea break and lunch,
and yes these are not ordinary “hey how’s your day going, ok talk later” type of phone calls.He always has a joke to tell, sometimes he hears a song he likes and sings it too me.
On my side its different I always call to check up on he’s day, if he had something to eat, bluh bluh bluh, you know all the typical things women sometimes get concerned about, or just to tell him I MISS HIM and cant wait for him to get home.

I’m the attached lover, who will check up on you every now and then just to hear your voice. He can call me and tell me he’s sick and ill be on the first taxi to go take care of him the whole day. I think I care a little too much at times, sometimes I fear this pushing him away.
You know sometimes you think you are loving someone whereas you actually pushing them away the whole time, LOVE OH LOVE!!!!
its all scary and crazy at the same time…

He’s always on the road and works dearly hard to finish his loads in time just so we can have a few days of family time, he usually gets home on Friday nights and has to leave again on a Sunday.Its not easy being away from him during the week but work keeps me distracted and the phone calls help a lot.
there’s nothing as hard as having to go to bed all alone and wake up to your empty bedside when you’re in need of a hug or cuddle from that special someone, but I’ve gotten used to the idea, I guess all its fair in love and war after all.

My Journey as a truck drivers girlfriend

My mom always says loving a man is an art, its like you painting a picture of your feelings, joys, fights, misunderstandings and every little remarkable experience you face with that person.

However there’s no such thing as a perfect art piece, there’s always one or two things that have to be so imperfect, you don’t really need your life to imitate art but rather to be art instead.

Its actually amazing how someone can come into your life and make a huge difference just by loving you and simply being your Best friend. I honestly did not know how it feels to be loved unconditionally until he came into my life.Although a lot of people are always throwing negative comments about him being a truck driver and always being on the road, never mind the fact that he has a daughter.They say I can’t handle it, its too much, I’m too young, he will break my heart, how can I just accept being a step mom at such a young age, But I’m out here like “HELLO HAPPINESS”.

I won’t say it wasn’t scary at first, well it still is sometimes, having to be a mother figure to a young 4 year old ( cleaning, laundry, taking care of both of them when they’re sick, generally playing the role of a mother and girlfriend all at once), sometimes I think I’m doing it right them BOOM!!!!! it sinks in that I missed this or that, I regularly check up on my boyfriend when he’s on the road and I make sure that every weekend I spend some girly time with my daughter. I always want to keep both of them happy and never want either one of them to feel that I’m not here to stay. They’re over and above very important to me, I actually can’t go a moment without thinking about them.

Knowing my boyfriend and the type of caring person he is, I try to make him realise that the same amount of love and care he shares with he’s family, he can always be showed with that very same love. He’s the type of man that sacrifices a lot of he’s happiness for the expense of others and he cares! oh God he cares! So every chance I get I spoil him and make him very happy ( I hope).

Now when it comes to my daughter,she’s daddy’s little girl and Yes, she’s my mini diva, we get along so well, I swear it feels like we’ve been together since day1. She’s my little pumpkin, she loves looking pretty with my make up and taking selfies with my phone. Oh and whenever she gets a chance she doesn’t stop showering me with love, from Kisses to hugs all day long.

Above everything my journey as a truck drivers girlfriend is only beginning, and yeah I’m sure this is not just any regular journey but a life time fairy tale…

 

 

 

 

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